Why will the history repeat itself?

OMG ~~ I really don't know what to do sia ):
Is like I feel DAMN^100000 guilty uh as if i had killed million ppl .
you know the feeling ~~
Now i feel like sms-ing you "Now, i know how you feel, sorry i did't know
it feel damn suck. I thought u were there damn happy and laughing at me
because i'm crying like nobody buisness. But yea! I'm wrong. The more
I cry/do stupid stuff the more guilty you are. But you can't
sms/call me to ask me stop doing this or tt because u are afraid tt
I will think tt you still have feeling for me right?"
Hmm, i think before i so-called scold u, this is how u feel ba.
However i nvr sms u uh cause 我爱面子:X *like who don't*
yea yea ~ the person comfirm know i am referring to (_)
cause it's like tt de, when u referring to someone,
the someone will naturally know ._. (magic~LOLS)
If by chance you're reading this,
don't laugh hor T.T *serious face*
THIS IS THE EXACT SITUATION NOW.
just tt i'm you and he is me and blah blah ~
But he not as bad like me ):
(walau eh, regretting now! But i know it's too late don't need to remind me)
It's through someone then i know de what u did .
You this pig, go sleep now hor!
If not i angry with u hor , i tell-ll you ~
Haiz ~~
如果你看到的话,我想跟你说:
我们已经是过去了,向前走,不要往后看~
过去的就让它过去~
你没了我,还有你的朋友+家人(:
更何况我们只是回到了以前啊~
我们还是朋友啊~
虽然会尴尬...久了应该就ok料吧~
往好的方面看~我们不用再想来想去~
也不用一直等来等去~
我相信你会找到比我好的人:D
我的承诺已经不值钱了~
所以把它给忘掉~~