爱人

难道我们永远都要这样吗):
我那么爱你...你却这样对我...
咳~~可是我不会放弃你的!相信我....
我不贪心~
就爱我一天就够了...
明天爱我多多好吗? D:
让我能了解你~知道你在想什么~
不要让我猜不透...因为我真的很累...
amath啊~~明天让我拿90/100好吗:X
不然80/100也好~~
你今天这样对我,让我很想哭嘞~~
不要再这样了ok:D
我爱你~~muack !

just smth lame ~~~

i dislike ppl to ask me "are you ok?", when obviously i'm NOT ok .
i dislike ppl to ask me "are you ok?", when obviously i'm ok
and u still insist tt i'm not and ask "really ?"

fuck , today i chua tio like so many time =.=
ma de ~~~~
stupid sia , first was i watching tong yan then got a part the chair suddenly "fly" .
then , i was eating and thinking of smth then suddenly my phone vibrate .
last is just a few mins ago , the alarm clock "RING~~" -.-
waliao~~~

today i think i scold more than 10 times fuck because of the math paper .
( ya i know is not smth to be proud of la)
CUZ I FCKING CARELESS =.= !! hate it ! walau feel like scolding myself
"u kuku/stupid/dumb! nvr see properly !!!! u pa jiao uh!!"
TMR AMATH , hope the paper will not be easy/difficult just normal .
goodnight !

4 more hours to emath paper :D
filled with mixed feeling - excited + worried ~
excited because i have been practising emaths like siao .
i put most of my hope on emath ~
and die die must get ace my emath ! :0
can't wait to throw all the formula out and
conquer the whole paper :P
muahahaha ~~
DON'T CARELESS HOR LEEXUETING :C
my mum said if i careless again she will put tonnes of
carrot in my bag and ask mi to run 123456 km . LOLS ~~
so peepo , wish me GOOD LUCK ^^
i need plenty of it :X
and those who are taking O's
good luck to you ^^
*muack*

GRADUATE

time flies ~ is like 4 years already sia ! @.@

from a nerd to a ah lian then back to me :D

If there is a time machine and i travel back to the past .

i will still choose AHMAD IBRAHIM SEC as my sec skool ^^

cause i met so many awesome friends and BFF (:

they made me laugh , help me to overcome many many obstacles .

they showered me with love and care which made me what i'm now .

although i may not be perfect yet, but i'm sure because of them

i had grown up .

they help them in my studies too .

ppl like shan, fuchun, jialin, amanda, rina and many many more .

they're clever and yet they never show off and be arrogant ^^

i will always rmb u all de KAOPEI-ness :P

i love you all to the max la :X

esp LLTT ! :D you'll had made a GREAT IMPACT on

LeeXueTing's life :3

although got abit of bu she de , but without an end , there will not be a start.

hope we will still keep in contact and

ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL *love*

P/S: sorry for not uploading all the pics, cuz i lazy :X

but i will flood my blog with pics aft my O's .

stay tune to my blog :D

童年

好怀念以前噢~~

小时候(:

无忧无虑~每天就只会玩~

最爱就是回去pekan跟我的表姐+表哥+表弟+表妹玩^^

我们什么都可以完xD

有假扮八仙过海啊~

大哥还用纸皮做一把刀:P

还有我们最爱完的"医生救我"

自己做的鬼屋~~~

骑脚踏车~玩羽毛球~

半夜不睡觉~煮面吃~(超爱吃鸭面汤~)

很怀念,可是很像没买了):

以前我是"大姐大"是里面最爱会想游戏的xD

我们看卡通时都会说"我要当那个~你当那个~"

有时表妹会为了这种东西而吵架~哈哈~

then我会当合式佬~

我跟雯每次都骑脚踏车去杂货店买零食+糖~

我们最爱吃的叫"傻豆子"(我们取的xD)

虽然有时会闯祸,被骂~可是nvm啦~

小孩子嘛~~呵呵~

谁可以陪我幼稚,再玩以前的游戏:P

好听的歌^^

Break up excuses

typical breakup EXCUSE :
1st : sorry, i wanna concentrate on my studies
2nd : i don't deserve someone like you , u can find someone better ):
3rd : we are not meant to be together ...
and at the end of it they will say "i know it's my fault" but behind ur back
what he/she say? he/she will go and tell the whole world tt he/she is
not at fault . Love don't have right or wrong . say whatever bitch stuff
bout u and maybe some are make-up story so everyone will believe tt
YOU deserve to be dump and YOU were the one at fault ! FUCK RIGHT? i know =.=


JUST FREAKING SAY LET'S BREAK UP LA -.-
short and sweet right ? no need to act like a saint ~~
and try to come up with most-comman-excuses .


So this is what u can say when someone use the first excuse -
don't let me see u getting a new girlfriend before u finish ur studies !
u bitch/bastard , no need to give stupid excuses .
u think i'm a fool? stop acting like u're a saint and FUCK U !


To counter the second excuse -
of course i know that ! you are just a piece of shyt . you think what , i love you
very much uh ! u don't deserve it lor . ( say whatever things he/she did which make u
feel very wat) now let me tell you this ! Is i DUMP you and not you DUMP me u
bloody asshole ! lastly , don't come back like a dog and beg me to patch with you :0
bye _l_ ( just say it even though u still love him/her. Is the matter of dignity :P)


last one -
Oh , so ???? Don't meant to be together so wat's ur fcking problem to jio me at first?
fuck off la , don't wan to see you again :0
want break up then say break up la . no need to sound as if u have no choice .
DISCUSTING ~~~~~~


hope those ppl can come up with a more creative "reason" .
or u can just say let's break up .

i wanna tattoo my name on my wrist :D
or maybe some flowery pattern ~
muahahaha ~~
although my parents comfirm plus chop don't allow T.T
but i still want :P
anyway it's just a small one ma ^^

LLTT

you know what LLTT stand for ?

don't know then u must read this post :D

wahahahaha ~

i love them very very much :P *don't jealous* xD

and and all of us is chio bu , this is not bhb is fact *lols*

Lau Hwee Chi (LLTT)

attach to zul (donnoe his full name)

although she is not the oldest but her name is the oldest xD

she loves to cry , LOVE ~ haha !

she is fcking daring also =.= *omg*

she got fashion sense before i did :X haha ~

but hor , u must hang out with us more hor !

if not i kill u :P *stop pei-ing ur bf so much*

she is ex Art student .

Lee Xue Ting (LLTT)

attact to chang zhi sheng aka ah zheng (:

i don't care what others think bout me xD

if u find someone keep saying u or what shyt ,

don't ever get angry :D just block the person so u wouldt

see his/her stupid no-life comment ^^

i love to laugh , and also very easy to make me laugh . lols .

my friend will become very pek chek if i'm telling a joke .

cuz i'll keep laughing non-stop they can't figure out wat i'm

toking bout :X i'm a Art student .

i know how to cherish ^^

Tan Shi Hua (Rina) LLTT

single

she is bian tai xD

no lurh , just joking (:

she is my "hubby" not real les hor :0

she very very pro , nvr LIKE anyone frm sec1 to sec4

cause she say none of the guy catches her eyes =.=

her standard for her BF is very high ~ haha .

she love comic and she love to draw comic character .

she love animals especially dog xD

her house got 1 dog called fluffy and 1 rabbit called sha sha .

we are goin to buy/adopt poodle when LLTT live together xD

Tan Jia Lin (LLTT)

she is SIAO ! xD

haha ~ cause she very chiong in studies .

of course , she is the smartest among the 4 of us (we are smart too xD)

got evidence k , she scored 38/40 for prelim phy paper 1 .

overall she get top for physic :P

she is in the same class as me and we dislike the same ppl ^^

(i think is everyone also dislike those few:X)

great mind thinks alike! wahahaha ~

she got 2 dimple *jealous*

we love to do the bull-dog face xD

she hate to eat mushroom , but i like :X

she is tall ~~~ she is in art club (:

we all know how to draw xD *all art related*

we shared joy and tears and we HARDLY quarrel .

i don't even rmb when is the last time tt we quarreled . LOLS

we always do crazy stuff together cause 人生只有一次

we always consider bout the other 3 friends before we do anything .

we promise to be BFF :3

想通了~~~
我不会气的~不用管那么多~
因为我又不是你的谁嘛~
哈哈~之前还以为"你们"有苦衷所以才会这样的~
可是我错了~你们本来就是这样~
就算我考不好也不用尽,因为至少我已经尽力了~
对得起我自己~
做太慢是我的缺点,我会加油的:D


宝贝看到了,不要问我发生什么事...
回去才告诉你(:
你爽喽~考完了~~~T.T

26 days to freedom (:

26 more days to FREEDOM *love*

i very very very temped to do this on the prom night ....

go on the "stage" snatch the mic and scold ppl whom we (shh ~~) hate

just like how peter chao scold ppl xD * love his style*

i will say " you *** , and you , of course not forgetting u *** this bitch .

you also uh , u know how many ppl hate you ." and so on ~

after naming out those ppl . i will say

"fuck you all ! _l_ Fuck u , why uh u so bastard one?"

and yea , i know no one will dare to support me / even clap .

but they will agree with me at the bottom of their heart :P

but this is what i feel like only lurh .

NOT GOING TO DO THIS (:

skali the person go in the same skool and same course wif me , wah ~ gg .

i should not spoil the mood also ma ^^

so i just say here la , 自己讲自己爽xD

how to look chio/handsome in pic

u should always face the light source ~

see the impact ??

(no edit)

(i only blur-ed the background cuz got my stuff, nvr edit others)

stand infront of the bright^2 sun :D

u can don't even put any effect to cr8 chio pic :P

going to make jm a handsome ! :D

somemore his pimple make him look x.x

step one: i smooth-ed his skin , and also
"clear his pimple" (:
miracle ?? xD
P/S: don blur the whole pic , cuz it will look as if
ur whole face got pimple and very obvious that
u edit-ed ur pic like abcdefghij ~
P/P/S: people instinct will tell them tt "the person look so chio , photoshop one lor"
so DON EVER BLUR UR PHOTO (:


the different is not much , but there is :0
just that u need to look closely ~~
i made his eyes bigger by abit ,
face smaller by abit ,
mouth +nose smaller by abit .
don't make ur eyes till very fcking big .
and also just make it bigger by abit .
face + nose + mouth edit also don't exaggerate ~
WHY?
because u would't look like you anymore .
and what's the point to deceive ppl right ??
the main objective is to like "touch-up"
and not transform you to another person (:
P/S: for those ppl with small eyes , you all can put contact lens + eyes makeup.
for guys , it don't really matter ^^ maybe you can put contact lens if u wan .



LIGHTING ~
this is quite important :0
cuz different lighting effect give others different "mood"

CAMQUEEN contest

ATTENTION PPL :0
READERS from all over the world , i need ur help :D
please be a kind soul and vote for me can ? ^^
it's very very very simple .
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just as simple as click a button :DDD

THANKS A ZILLION TIME (:
-with love ~

anger

this is the only "angry" face tt i could find . LOLS~

ok , these few days is like something happend which pissed me off .
i know ppl lik *** will feel tt i'm showing off or what .
trying to show off i'm chio then ppl take my pic what shyt .
BUT I'M NOT ! I AM VERY VERY FUCK UP
AND NEED A PLACE TO POUR OUT ALL THE NONSENSE .
actually i had already forgiven the girl , cuz i treat it as
she did it without any intention .
BUT SHE LIED AGAIN AND AGAIN ,
I COULD'T FORGIVE A LIAR and someone who onli push the blame away
ppl who think i'm jiao-ing or wat just jolly well f-off .


on sunday , i slept at 9 plus cuz i intend to wake up at 4 to study .
then i saw my phone . got like 4 messages :0
(normally only got 1 , goodnight msg frm baby :X)
then 3 of them is frm my cousin , she ask me whether
i know this person called xue er / i got second acc .
so i was like o.o so i ask her did she see wrongly
she replied me no , she comfirm tt it was me cause the pic is exactly the same
as mine , even in her photo album =.=
i was angry but not tt angry till my cousin told me
she use my pic+reputation and go flirt with her bf's friend .
oh ya , she saw the girl because , his bf's friend was asking her bf
"eh, this girl chio ma?" then my cousin ask him "how come u got my cousin's photo?"
luckily she saw it ! if not idk how much ppl i had "flirt" with .


starting i wanted to get her num , find out who she was
and scold her like dog .
all evil thoughts gushed through my mind like a hurricane .
but aft cool-ing off and thinking tt everyone will commit mistake ,
so maybe she wasnt doin it on purpose .
starting she told the guy(zw's bf friend) tt she was my enemy .
how could she become my enemy when i don't even know her.
then she say she got emotional break down , thus she don
want give me her num .
so i promise the guy tt i won't scold , i just want to
know why she wanna do this and get facts right .
then he finally gave me her num .
i msg her and talk politely anf friendly to her .
she said she don't wanna use her pic , tt's why she used my pic .
i asked her why u have so many pic of mine in her album .
she nvr rply me . then i ask her who did u flirt wif other than the guy .
she say the guy was the onli one (ok i was stupid enough to believe her !)
but one good thing is tt she remove the acc (:
so i forgive all her "sins" and encourage her lor .


but today a guy called bryan told me tt the girl
name was glady and he told me she used my pic .
then i say ya i know , then i ask him did she flirt with u ?
then he say ya , and she also talk dirty stuff with him .
WALAU , MY REPUTATION x.x WTF ~~~
the most discusting thing is to talk dirty with a stranger !!
ur stead still ok uh , but a stranger ?! WTF . so despo -.-
so now i was very ))):

and she lied again and again , she told the zw bf friend tt

i was her enemy (AGAIN! trying to push the blame)

and the zw friend bf is not the onli one tt she flirt lor (liar)
nbm nbm nbm nbm nbm ~~~~~~

is i suay ok , my fault .
i just blog out watever i bu shuang bout .
then will don't care alr .


u are so lucky tt i'm not a ahlian nor i have a ah beng bf .
if not , you gg .
i go sleep alr , nite ppl !!

vague

No matter how hard i tried .
it's still useless .