"请告诉他 我不爱他笑著难过 自我惩罚想终止这一切挣扎横了心 说真心谎话别告诉他 我还想他恨总比爱容易放下当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默 代替所有回答我不爱 我不痛 我不懂我的心 早已掏空真心话 言不由衷 ...."


my conclusion is still you
memorise keep
replaying itself over and over again
i tried veri hard to ferget you ,
but i cant D:


but i still have to 'pretend'
pretend tt i don love you anymore
pretend tt i donnoe you
pretend tt everithing will be goin to be fine
and pretend to be strong ...

but i realise i am not
i noe is all too late

maybe i should trust you in the first place
maybe i should listen to yr explaination

do i love you or i hate you ?


"我们不能当朋友 因为我们彼此伤害过
我们不能当仇人 因为我们彼此深爱过
所以我们只可以当最熟悉的陌生人”

wheee ~ yesterdae was so happy :D

first meet jialin at yishun and she went to my house to help (:

my cousin was there too .

but , is lik we didt help much though :X

nxt meet up wif vivien and mandy .

mandy treat us bubble tea(s) ~

ty !

then we went to "set up" those bbq thing .

soon peiying , hweechi , serene and jordan they all came :D

then eat , chat , play , take pic .

then i ferget wat happen le .__.

the nxt thing i rmb is THROWING FLOUR AT PPL :DDD

LOLS ....

HELLO peeps !
please comfirm wif mi wheather you goin on sat anot (:
THANKS :D

picture of my bio and phy experiment and 1 random pic of mi when i am small :D though my face look so buey song :X cuz tt time i was force to take tis pic ):

BOO ! :D

long time no post :0

todae is super duper tire ):

after skool i went to chongpang to have lunch wif

hwee chi , serene , mandy and curry .

then went home wif mandy (:

around 7 plus i went fer my shooting training

and todae was my officially training training .

lols . and i FORGET HOW TO LOAD MY GUN .___.

then i ask shan " shan ~ how to reload ?"

shan"how i noe ? i am pistol leh . go ask coach lor"

mi"don wan la ... veri paiseh"

but in the end i have no choice but to ask .

then coach laugh-ed at mi and ask mi "how

long you nbr come le arr ?" then i sae half a year ,

then shan sae 1 year -.-"

and you noe wat ...

i shoot better than last time you noe !

last time i train siao still lik tt ,

then nw half a year didt train improve abit (:

around 9.30 lik tt the "siren" start to irritate ppl .

it sound machiam the japanese wanna attack

singapore tt time tt siren ... the the person(uncle wif red hair:x) sae

"gd boy and gd girl , put down yr guns ... fang xia

tu dao (donnoe is wat dao) li di cheng fo ~"

then got 1 guy still continue to shoot .

then he on the "flies" siren , and IT WAS SUPER IRRITATING -.-"

then i go return gun , and back home (:

nw my leg pain (PEF) hand pain x.x